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10 thoughts on “Confessions of a Memory Eater

  1. says:

    In this brief little novel, the main character takes the experimental drug, Mem, which allows him to re visit scenes from his past Kennedy has interesting thoughts about the concept of memory, but I much preferred the movie, The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, which deals better with the same ideas.

  2. says:

    I thought the first half of this was utterly depressing.

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    I wrote a long review of this for the common book committee, so I m just going to paste the majority of it hereSummary from Once a brilliant historian with a promising academic future, Win Duncan is at a crossroads in his career when he is mysteriously summoned by Litminov, a wild but brilliant chemist from his college days Litminov has made millions since, and has bought a pharmaceutical company solely to develop MEM, an experimental drug that gives one the ability to recall life s best memories with crystal clarity Duncan becomes a beta tester and loses himself to the most delicious moments of his past those precious few years with his mother who died tragically when he was just a child ecstatic sex with his wife when they first fell in love until he discovers the dark side effects of a drug that turns the past into pornography and renders the present useless At first I didn t think it would be a good book for incoming freshman it seemed like it was all about loosing what was once important to you, wanting to live in the past, loosing sight of yourself I thought, these kids are just starting what many of them think of as a new life They re not going to be thinking about the past, they re thinking about the future I saw the parallel that it could be a cautionary tale about being true to yourself but I didn t think they would After all, this is a lesson you can t really teach until you experience it, it s just theory.But then about 2 3 of the way through, the story starts to change It becomes about finding your true self, staying true to yourself The things around you, about you, can change your job, your spouse, etc., but you have to maintain your true identity, ethics, morals, beliefs And what you do right now shapes who you re going to be in the future Some quotes that illustrate my point You re a decent man, she d said, as of she could read it on my face I wanted to be that man I felt myself stretching toward him And it was thinking of that man I would be Win 42, Win 45, Win 50 that helped me muster my strength What I did now would determine whether I would become a better man or a worse one Pg 131When discussing why a friend wants the drug in her last days before succumbing to Cancer Then I understood, in one sudden convulsion what she meant You want to remain yourself, I said Yes, she said Exactly All this nastiness I ve been through with the cancer, it s killing my spirit I won t let that happen I m going to retain my dignity I think that s why I wanted the drug, too Why it s had such a hold on me When I m on it, it seems to restore my dignity My sense of meaning Now, I was thinking of the Rare Books Room, how I d touched that signature s of De Quincey s and seemed to know who I was again that feeling I d had of coming home Pg 134The very end of the book, which is sort of preachy but wraps ups the main character s struggle well, also discusses the importance of being involved, being passionate about something It implies that true potential is never reached until you manage to immerse yourself in something But I hoped that the questions would flare up inside of me, and I would be gripped with the kind of passionate curiosity that for me is a synonym for happiness That s what I desired to be consumed by a question, any question But I was sure now and I don t know why, but I was sure I would become passionate about something I would rediscover that happiness that has flickered on and off, throughout my life Good moments lay ahead, I told myself, piles of them.There is, of course, no drug that will allow us to see what will happen to us now way to fly, Mem like, into our future selves The best you can do is jot down a list on a piece of paper, a set of direc

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    Ever wish you could go back in time and live a special moment again I have asked people that from time to time, and I find their answers very interesting Every now and then I do wish I could go back in time to see certain people again, but most of the time I am content to be moving forward through time Even so, the title of Pagan Kennedy s book Confessions of a Memory Eater caught my eye as I perused the shelves of the Emporia Public Library So, I took it home with me and went on a journey with Professor Win Duncan.Win, a former Whitman Prize winning student at Columbia University, has settled He turned down a job offer at Stanford University in favor of a job at a small, unremarkable college in a town he hates, so that he and his wife could work at the same institution His wife s successful career makes his imminent failure pointed This situation, of course, does nothing positive for their marriage He is faced with the probability that he will not earn tenure at the same time that her career begins to soar It is at this vulnerable point that Litminov re enters his life Litminov and Win were grad students together at Columbia, and Litminov offers Win a new business opportunity over the phone, which in Win s emotional state resonates Litminov says he is in the pharmaceutical industry and needs Win to test and offer testimonials for a new drug The new drug enhances memories, and at their first meeting to discuss this opportunity, Litminov shares a sample with Win Win tried the drug on his return home and was immediately addicted The drug allowed Win to experience his memories with a vividness that made his reality drab and lifeless.This story follows Win through his addition to and recovery from this drug, and chronicles both the things he lost and the things he found from pursuing old memories His marriage did not survive, but Win did and because he learned from his experiences he ended up growing as a person After witnessing Win s experiences through this short but powerful novel, I think I may change my mind about going back in time.

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    Win Duncan, a disaffected academic sleepwalking through listless days, is contacted out of the blue by Phil Litminov, a dynamic, vaguely criminal pal from his grad student days Litminov wants Win to help test and to explain a miraculous new drug that allows you to re live your memories One pill and you re 7 or 14 or 21 again, your consciousness piggybacking on your younger self One trip on Mem and Win is hooked if he can get his hands on enough pills, he can go remember how to be happy, he can recapture the romance of his rocky marriage, he can rediscover his purpose Instead, Win s life spirals out of control he loses his job, his wife, and Litminov disappears, leaving Win without a supplier And while he realizes that he should probably quit Mem cold turkey, his friend Sue makes a compelling case for her own need Sue is dying of cancer and wants a supply of Mem to see her through her agonizing final days, allowing her to experience the sensations of a healthy, vigorous body rather than a frail, decaying one Memory Eater obviously abounds with ideas about the nature of memory, about how experiences shape who we are and how who we are shapes our experiences, about perspective It s also full of emotion I didn t expect so much sadness She was an easy person to lie to She helped you With a little prompting, you could get her to come up with the entire lie by herself, and hers would be better than yours She d spent years trying to explain herself to me and I to her , but in the end, it had all been for nothing I could recite her memories, but I could not feel them She was another country, and I would never travel there.

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    This didn t have quite as much meat as I wanted However, I agree with Marisa that this would make a good common book for Otterbein It has fairly simple language and plot to keep a busy freshman interested Plus there are a lot of memory culling creative writing exercises that could go along with this But for my interests, I wanted descriptive and metaphoric language Favorite Quotes She stored my past inside her She contained pieces of me The boy stared down at the iron birdbath in the yard below, noticing how it leaned into his own happiness, holding it in a blue circle of water with flakes of light floating on top, as if you could walk right up to that birdbath and pick the light out of the water and pop it into your mouth and it would melt like candy The boy imagined that he owned happiness now, that it would be his forever now that he had learned the trick of it I opened my eyes onto the spangles on the surface of the stream and the wet rocks, little shards of light that tattooed themselves on my vision, so that when I turned to Sue, I saw them superimposed on her face, spots, ghosts, as if she were in a movie that was burning up on the screen, holes opening up in her skin the moment before the film snapped and she disappeared There is no such thing as forgetting possible to the mindthe inscription remains forever But I hoped that the questions would flare up inside of me, and I would be gripped with the kind of passionate curiosity that for me is a synonym for happiness That s what I desired to be consumed by a question, any question.

  7. says:

    I really wish there were half stars, this isn t quite a 4, but than a 3.I found the premise of this book irresistible take a pill and relive the best moments of your life, not just as if you were watching a movie, but feeling everything the way you had when it first happened The disappointment is that when Win Duncan takes this pill, Mem, what he experiences seems to be no than somewhat vivid dreams of mundane days in his past Win says it s difficult to explain how Mem makes one feel, so there s not much of an attempt Even seeing his long dead mother seems not to move him very much.Pharmaceutical time travel Mind blowing, given how powerful nostalgia can be Pagan Kennedy builds up the idea of Mem, but it doesn t live up to its promise Well written and fast paced, but not the evocative sort of of story I was expecting.

  8. says:

    This book is short enough to read in an afternoon, and it is beautifully written If you ve ever wished you could go back in time and re live certain moments, this book is for you The pill presumably pictured on the front cover allows you to actually go back and re live a memory in full It s not exactly time travel, which makes this one different and introduces a new conceptThe cast of supporting characters was not developed well enough, leaving me feeling like I d spent too much time with one person My only complaint is that it was too short and came to an abrupt end A lot could ve been done with this book.

  9. says:

    This is a quiet book that starts slow, but that rewards the patient reader A failing academic, once an acclaimed student with a brilliant future ahead of him, meets with a mysterious figure from his past who brings a drug that allows the user to fully inhabit their past memories Kennedy has created a meditation on addiction, on living, and on dying, and on the regrets that come with all of those states of being and the choices made and not made along the way The text is marred with a few too many typos, but the imperfections of Kennedy s main character are the ones that will persist in your own memory as time grinds inexorably on.

  10. says:

    Another in a string of peculiar books I ve read since the first of the year An underachieving history prof at a small, mediocre college is unhappy with his life, his career, his marraige Given a chance to take a pill that produces vivid memories virtually reenactments but not really time travel to particular moments in the past, he thinks he can somehow recover the kind of happiness he thinks he had in the past With a mother who was primarily backward looking a father who very much lived toward the future, he eventually tries to learn how to live in the present.

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